So much of what I feel has no basis in the real world. It’s all in my head. Rarely are the things I fear real. Oftentimes the things I should fear, I am completely unaware of. Simple things like how much sleep I’ve gotten will shadow my perception of how other people feel. If I’m feeling chipper, then I feel like other people want to be around me. If I’m feeling like crap, I feel like people don’t really want …

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Lately I’ve been thinking about all the time I spend doing things that just waste time. I waste so much time doing activities and spending time with people that don’t give me any real satisfaction.
Over the break I was at a friend’s apartment. I had an ok time, but at one point in the evening I realized that I really didn’t enjoy being with those people. We weren’t interested in the same things in life. They had different priorities and …

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